Ep.4 Blowing my mind..

[Lori Ann]

WOW.
That was a rough one.
Like I legit thought I was going at one point.

But, I'm back, and focused AND I have a game plan.
Its just about if I USE it or not.
If I do decided to try and play it, and someone leaks it or flops, then I am 100% voted out.

Matty mentioned to me last night that he was sick of being "grouped" with Brandon and the Toms and that he wanted to do something about it, but we would need Fairplay.

So, that would give us 3, because Fairplay is coattail rider, and honestly don't care as long as he is in the majority.

Then that would leave us with needing one person.
I personally think Monica would be a FOOL not to go with us. She would be part of an alliance that is in control.

So thats what I'm thinking.
Me, Monica, Fairplay and Matty..
Take out BRANDON...or Toms.

Brandon NEEDS to leave.
No one tries to get the vote split with me being the one to leave with out my vengeance.

I'd rather just win this challenge, but only time will tell what is the best plan to do.

[Lori Ann]

Good fucking start to this round.
I lose my part in the challenge.
FUCK.

There is no doubt in my mind, if we lose TC I'm the one in Jeopardy of leaving.
I feel like punching someone out.
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Also, update on my "brilliant" idea.
Monica is on my shit list, because in talking to her for 5 mins I know the greedy wench would out me if I approached her with the plan I was thinking off.

Well, if we lose, I'm just going to offer it to her anyways once I "hear" if I'm on the block. Nothing to lose if I'm going to be leaving anyways.

Fuck this game tonight. And the people.
But not the Host, or PWs.
You guys are swell.

[Lori Ann]

So, by now you all know by my intense amount of constant bitching that I am pretty low on the ChiChi totem pole.

I done something last night that will either propel me further, or completely 100% get me out of this game the next time we are at tribal, or the time after.

Big Tom and I were talking.
Chat turned to talking about playing as an Alias.
I told him I played URTV before.
He told me the same.
I told him I was Nakomis.
He told me he was Chicken George
I KNEW he reminded my of someone. That dry talk he makes..

Now, to see if this will help or hurt me is to be determined. I fucked so many people over in that game I can't remember if I ended up fucking him over or not.
I don't think I did though.

I just hope we win so I don't have to bother with tribal.
Brandon can still suck a dick.

This challenge has taken forever
and I still hate everyone.

Seems like thats about all that has happened.
I would update more, but nothing is happening because people can't do challenges.

[Lori Ann]

Also, MasterChef is making me BAWL my eyes out right now.
Jesus Christ.
I should go to bed.

[Lori Ann]

I AM FUCKING ROTTED.
I JUST WROTE A WONDERFUL, LONG, BITCHY ENTRY AND FUCKING HIT THE CLOSE BUTTON BY MISTAKE.

Good one ya blonde slut.

Anyways, the short version..

1) I've never been in this position before in a game. I usually always have a game plan mapped out by now and am ready to take it all the way. This time I feel like a fucking stray dog, trying to find a family I like, but everyone just sucks so I shit on them instead.

2) I despise the fact that I'm on the "outside" of my tribe.

Tom B/Matty are like my only links.
Brandon is a fucking troll.
Monica is sucking dicks to stay alive.
Jon is jumping on whoever is in power and riding them like a donkey.
Tom W is always AWOL and is pretty much used my Tom B as an extra vote.

3) Merge is going to be the biggest cluster fuck of life if and when it comes.

4) Tyson, Chad and Hatch are all on the other side. The only "alliance" I consider myself semi apart of and its not because I want to be, at this point, considering the abundance of fucktards on my tribe I have to stick with them.
But now, unless someone swings, one of them are going to leave..so what happens at merge, we get to F7 then let the four girls take us out 1 by 1? No. Not happening.

5) I plan to pull a Sandra and just fucking do what I want. I'm going to speak my mind, vote for whoever I want, and make it to the end and win.